Hmmm...

Not been the best of weeks...

Work sucks and being on lates I find myself so drained by the time I finally get home at night that I don't feel like doing much. What I do get up to involves eating socialising with people who don't keep asking stupid questions and then off to bed to rest before doing it all again. Roll on the weekend!

But it has meant that I have time to think. On the bus or between stupid calls, I have been thinking about various issues. As of late I've been thinking of the nature of life, death and reality.

As for daily practises I've been keeping up with my prayers but the others not so much.

Blogging - irregular
Meditation - does zoning out to my ipod with my eyes closed count?
Walking - to the bus and back each day
Light/fire - the gas cooker (yes I am scrapping the bottom of the barrel here)
Water purifications - showers?

But lets focas on the positives. I feel more spiritually awake than I have for ages! Its the thinking about things. It reminds me of my true calling and path, that of a mystic. By that I mean I ponder the esoteric mysteries.

Its strange, really hating my job this week has spurred me on. Maybe its because my brain shuts down each day that it has a chance to wander elsewhere.

Not sure if that what is meant by devoting your work to the gods? To me that's not a devotion - cooking a meal in the gods' honour, creating a picture, creating and maintaining an area in the garden for them is a devotion, doing housework isn't - its just something you have to do, rather than something you go out of your way to do. Maybe I'm missing the point, maybe I should ask...